There's so many things i wish i wrote about in the past.  At least in this way, each time I'm happy I cld reread them when I'm down and then tell myself the happy times will come, that i shldnt throw away memories i once treasured, so much. 

Terms over today. But,  I dont feel the least bit of excitement for it. Holidays unofficially start tmr, but I dont feel............ dont feel it either. Heart's been cold recently. I wonder why.

Its already March and Drama prelims are a month away, funny this the first thought that came to my mind this afternoon. Recently life has been getting so ironic, i think of what i shldnt be thinking about. I hav weird thoughts crossing my mind, it annoys me so much sometimes.

I'm going to sleep now. Pointless staying awake, I'm not dng anything productive.