I hate myself for being so stubborn, and even not accepting at times............

I wish i cld undo all this. I wish we didnt hav t go thru this.

I was reading through posts dating all the way to the 20+ dec last night, saw my new year resolutions, saw how this year hav passed, recalled all the memorable times of 2009.

Thankyou orientationgrp, acsiantheatre, other new friends i've made along the way, aclifegrp...... and everyone i knew this year for making 2009 a meaningful one. Ofcourse not forgetting the bn clique + gaoxin + pri sch friends.... drama seniors and anyone else whom i may hav missed out. You all hav been with me since, say 3, 5 even 8 years alr thankyou for making a difference in my life, being there for me all the time.  09 hvnt been the best, but it wasnt the worse either. I learnt alot, grew alot....... fell down along the way etc etc but i guess i survived the year.

I hvnt' thought of New Year resolutions yet, but i guess, i need to improve on my relationship with people. I'm sorry if I've been selfish, unthoughtful, sometimes i feel like i'm sucha horrible friend. 

Hav an awesome 2010 all of you, it's gng be tough, but grit your teeth and press on.