Email me I luv receiving them, okay what am i talking I doubt any of you would.

Before i fly for vacation I thought I wna say I think some of you people are the awesomest I hate thinking how life w/o contact with you all wld be the nxt 12 days.

Gxin if you even visit this site still I luv you x987654321 times thankyou for always being there and always saying yes to last minute meet ups whenever i text you. I was so touched when yknew i was crying outside th other day and then you agreed to meet me at payalebar 30minutes later. And I felt so much better after talking to you/walking about etcetc.  (L).

And youre the only one who never fail to entertain me and who's willing to walk around with me, and accompany me even thou i know I'm troublesome ttm. We just walked from Parkway - Roxy - Katong and the whole Katong/Upp eastcoast road then back to Marine parade central on sunday and then today was PP - Rosy - Astons - Roxy - Marine Parade central - Library and then Parkway again today. Funny how I Dont feel tired dng so much walking with you heh. I hope in the midst of killing your braincells to think of creative excuses for you know what you are supposed to miss me heh. 

And manda peijin you both are the best smsing partners who never fail to make me laugh/ get annoyed/ piggle at your messages. I swear its a pity you dontknow each other since you guys like to talk abt cute guys so much. ( Sighs at thought of msn convo abt ____, and bigger sigh at thought of piggles wanting to kiss Nat Ho, urgh.) I will miss you all thank you for always replying my emo nonsense messages yknw i luv youuuuu very much more than words can say. (Manda when I get back you die, I hvnt get over the fact how you annoy and tease me just now, what the shit!!! ) And Peijin  i just read your long letter written in white paper you gave me on may13, It's pinned on my wall heh. 

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Marcus was trying to make me feel happier just now. And he gave me a quote which i thought was meaningful. Coach told him "We Can't change the situations that're given to us such as a wet pitch, deflated balls etc. However, we can change the attitudes we take."  And there was my pw mate trying to make me smile when he figured I'm in another of 'yinghui's think too much and get emotional, again moments. Think the quote makes sense and I'm attempting to think in a way I will make myself happy. I think I hav too many flaws I think I'm gng work out a list of how I shld improve myself. (Big frown) Ok ok ok, positive thoughts where are you, I Dont wna think of how bad I think i am at times now. 

Okay I'm off to catch sleep, I'm gng read Oranges arent the only fruit and Proof on the plane later. Wish me luck i will resist temptations, and read the books hahaha. (tough luck actually.)

And don't ask me why I randomly post this post of thankyou notes for friends. I just felt at times i take some of you for granted/ dont show my appreciateion or annoy you all and I feel bad. But I luv each and everyone of you ok................ 12 days without you all seems insanely weird. I will be back with pretty pictures (Wink.)

Bye S'pore, and heyo London, France, Switzerland and Italy (Eggcited.)