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Friday, November 06, 2009 9:51 PM
How one year passes/


This post was typed quite some very long time ago. Pehaps one of the last few days of school, or after the term ended. Can't rmb why it was saved in drafts instead of being posted. 

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I think its scary how time flies. It was only awhile ago I stepped into this place, unfamiliar, nervous.... afraid of what was to come. I rmb the first day of school, it was ... one of the loneliest period i ever felt, ever. There was no one with me, I didnt know anyone.... just me myself in this lively crowd. I rmb feeling jealous seeing smiley faces laughing away in groups. I rmb, myself being scared of being alone. Then it was orientation by which the first few days was so unbearable i wanted to transfer out so badly. Phone calls everynight crying to different people.... And then finally, the og bonded and I figured i wasnt dying for vj to accept me anymore. Then after that awkward period was over, i surprisingly found myself eager to go to school. It was the first time in life, i think that i found meaning in schooling and actually woke up happily each day.

Two weeks of trial lecture was when og bonded best, skipping lectures or rather having no lectures, followed by playing cards @ cafe every single day. It was like...... 'why'd you come to school?' ' Oh i came school to play cards with my friends' kind of life. I think that period wld be one of the most memorable of life in Ac. And then needless to say, I'm thankful for my ogmates. It never fails to make me feel bliss seeing the way how friendships developed etc. I wont even wna imagine life without special friends i made during og period like H and beatrice. Maybe iskandar and hueiting as well. 

And then it was the issue of class allocation... I rmb feeling sad and even quite lost because i thought the whole idea of making new friends in a group of strangers was just threatening??
Then after was knowing the drama class...... 

Toughest period was definitely Odyssey. Struggling with school work, theatre week, tension, deadlines... everything was a complete nightmare. Insane sessions of costuming, being w the other costumers from 6am-12am was one of the days that i thought i wont survive. I mean.... thats like 18 friggin hours can you believe it?!?!! I rmb how it felt like being in touch with dng hair, make up etc for performers, I was so scared I'd screwup. And then that was rachel, fizah who never fail to be there for me during those times. And also th ridiculous conversations with akshaya priya isk padmini etc  share while sewing. Whole Odyssey period was tough looking back i wondered how i survived. I rmb crying after the final night of show when the j2s sang songs, and handed out little paper ship to tell us to be strong and sail thru our 2 years in drama. 

Theasthai, Terms, Inventio, Promos came and went by. A month and a few days ago was those hardcore econs tuition with tim, or rather lessons with deborah. And then we went crazy and on the verge of mental breakdown thanks to carol ann duffy poems. Funny how the toughest period of cca, and craziest exam period actually passed just like that with me surviving the course.


And now just as I thought the toughest period is over, I think I'm wrong again.
J2 year in another near two months. Next year will be crazier, way, way, way crazier with Fun-o-rama xx, syf, april's show, more importantly IS and A's. 
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