As summer ended summer birds take flight.
In happy dreams I hold you full in sight,
Monday, November 30, 2009 10:58 PM
freedom


Theatre week's over.
I'm getting my life back.

This blog is so dead, but I'm determined not to let it die, and I've been peektureless for way too long here's some to sum up my weeks. 
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Here's mini og outing with simply Kanin Kwanboon Zhewen and my two favourites beatrice and howard. Pathetic I knw but we had fun still. Lunch @ Cine HK Cafe, then off to 7th story where the boys go crazy over L4D2 while Beatrice and I watched WildChild. That show was so hannah montanah but it was damn good. Kanin and Howard shake head over what we're watching but since they're having their guy moments we had every right to hav our girl moments too no? The show was really touching, I almost teared but i knw he will think I'm hopelessly hopeless if i do so... so saving him the trouble to scream at me I controlled my tears. Watch the show online or smthng if you hvnt. It makes me feel like going to boarding school, haha. 

We played the soccer pole thing whatever you call that, it was actually fun. And I was being noisy as usual doing the screamings but thats what happens when I get excited so it aint my fault. First round was H and I a team against Kanin and Kwanboon and guess what, we obviously lost cause i suck so badly at such!!!! And then photo below is forfeit cause Kanin and Zhewen owned Kwanboon and H. Embarrassing ttmax they actually did the forfeit + posed for camera for beatrice, losers heh. Last round was a draw of girls vs guys heh. Kanin being soccer boy cant take how hopeless we all are at scoring, hurhur. 
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This was weeks ago............... Zhiyi and I crashed TP. PhotobucketPhotobucketPhotobucketPhotobucket
And this was a month ago during learning journey with the class, where then after Vivo with Piggles And Yvonne where we hung out @ Pacific cafe. The ambience there was pretty awesome, better than starbucks I think. PhotobucketPhotobucket 
And lastly Steamboat + Illuma with the girls to celebrate Gillian's 17th 2 weeks back. Camwhore, the usual stuff. 
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So, anyway, I've been missing the entire of last week cos of stayover @ grandma's. Couldnt be bothered with quarrels at home, neither did i want to beg him to fetch me home everynight, neither did i want to apologise, neither did i want to travel. So, clementi with grandma settled everything. Dad, Travelling time, and it was quite amazing how well i got along with my grandparents.
I was so touched when they stayed up till 12am to wait for me to get home on the first night over when I didnt hav keys, and how grandma wakes up on purpose around 1am everynight to check im home safely..... breakfast nicely prepared for me everyday. Sometimes i feel so f-lucky to hav such wonderful grandparents. She was never like those naggy irritating old woman version of grandma you see on teevee or the horrible grandparents you see your friends hav. 

The Count of Monte Cristo was........ tiring. So many times I wish i cld quit school or smthng or pon every thing but i guess at the end of it everything was worth it. I Dontknow how my innerself feel really. Sometimes I wish i played a bigger role, was given more chances, wish things werent 'biased'..... but then again at other times I thought i knew i was proud of myself for the costuming, for being part of it even though it was being part of the ensemble role... I was proud of the makeup i did for the cast even though I might not hav been the most awesome make up artist.... but still, I tried. Monte Cristo taught me so much, life experience everything, but still sometimes i wish unhappy events dont hav t happen along the way.

I cant be bothered to bitch about some bitches but then again, why the hell are some people so fcuking?!?!?!?!?! Screw you, really. I hope you learn your lesson, stop your bullshit and grow up or you can continue living in your deluded screwedup world full of you and your fakeness, and more importantly a bunch of people who displays the same fake emotions infront of you, urgh. 

Whatever.

Anyway I'm flying in two days and my luggage is still empty!!!! I've not started packing I dont knw how to either. 12 days to Europe. Anyway anyway, now that Cmc's over i think I shld REALLY start tidying my room + studying. I need a study partner this holidays, and I'm so in need of $$$$ Cause i need retail therapy, + Beatrice I change my mind I feel like going for manicure alr! Job offer is available if I want but question is am i willing to?!?!? So little time, again. 

On a random note, I bought a new dress today + I'm currently quite into Vampire Diaries (BUT I DONT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO WATCH IT ONLINE ANYMORE) and..... I wna catch new moon.


So much for pictures after such a long time and this totally wordy post. So unlike me, I hvnt done this for such a long time. Gnight world, I'm going to bed. 





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I hate to think how long youre gng be away. Hate to think of the long last hug, hate to think of how stupid i felt crying as you we parted. This is the first time in my entire life I'm gng be away from someone so close to me for such a long time. One month is  a long time. 




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