Theatre week, the day after tmr....... (Should I move to grandma's?!?!?!?!!? Traveling from Bv to Clementi at 1130pm @ night sounds like a better idea than to payalebar... but then again i need the comfort of my room hmm.) Another repeat of Odyssey, 930am - 1130pm for x5 days, I need to find my positive attitude, fast.

Today I started on long documents again, research, anaylsis and more research. But i hate myself for the pace I'm going, damn. I need to catch up on school work pluz IS research pluz set aside time for myself which i desperately need. Which reminds me math tuition tmr... And I've yet to arrange for econs tuition. 

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Yesterday and the day before wuz pretty long phonecalls with H at night. Surprises me how sometimes I get annoyed over the trival-est of the trival matters, yet... ultimately I was actually in the wrong. Each time I tell myself to put a lil more faith in this, somehow awhile later i start casting doubts. It's not fair. I need to stop being like this really, I jump into my own conclusions too much. I like the way we've never fought, the way we've never truely gotten mad at each other for more than a day, the way now i try to recall a time we quarrelled, nothing comes to my mind, the way the three times I've gotten really upset with you, turns out all was nothing but misunderstandings.