Yesterday marked the end of all J2 Is-es. Had Chrys showcase. Last time as the bitchy 2nd wife who stole Chrys husband........ I think I'll miss IS soon. I mean, for the past half the year, I've been working with Div for her ritual dance... Chrys and Sam with walking in as 2nd wife..... Then yesterday was showcase, this week Alvl tsd pract finally over. No more ISes......... till my own one nxt year hmm. 

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Last night was another of the sit down think through stuff nights..

Again, I thought of the same stuff over and over again. No way out, but for the long term, I've to be stronger dont I.

I need to change to improve myself but then again, I dont wna change myself. 

You wont hav a single idea how thankful I am for all the people i hav around me, all my strength pillars I cant do without. All the wonderful J2s. 

Marcus was being the world's most irritating person yesterday, making me guilty abt forgeting his honeymilktea at least a hundred and one times........ making me guilty abt killing his cabbage the other day when i was helping him with his cabbagy roses........... Sure enough such joke of the day never fail to make me smile. And Rachel Lee tell me what wld i do without you. (Im sorry for losing my temper yknw i love you.)

Yet again after leaving sch at 11pm yesterday night I wonder why I seem to forget to bring home the happy mmrs, but left the stress clinging on, dragging behind me. 

Term exam results tmr. Let me pass GP Lit and Econs........ And at least a B+ for drama please.