Saturday, March 14, 2009 10:09 PM

I feel so depressed today. Been the first time i felt this way, broke down so badly cause of school since i step into AC.......... Life doesn't seem to be anywhere on th bright side now. Everything's so hot and cold. Like how things/times that make me happy are always so on and off.... Like people's reactions........ I feel weird, like I'm totally contradicting myself. I read thru what i blogged yesterday, I dont get why i experience such extreme emotions.
I'm just crying everything out. But nothing's helping. Not like crying will change situations, not like anything can make things better now. I feel so horrible, I feel as if i'm running out of places to throw my emotions.