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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 11:06 PM
Know i was wrong, If you tell me to pen them in words, type it out, phrase them clear, I can't. It's abt how some things cant be put in words because of how much they mean, and because of how indescribable some feelings can eventually turn out to be. Been more than a month, Somehow i can tell you, feelings still there. I'm trying to forget, really. Trying not to think, not to give a damn shit about you anymore. I'm tired, tired of putting a front at times, tired of talking myself out of thinking, tired of scolding myself, even tired of crying over nothing. We've been there for each other many times before, hurt each other many times before. Sometimes i get scenes of us tgt replaying in my head..................................... I've a part of me telling me to stay as good friends with you like how i once told myself one day i wld if this didn't work out. A part of me really want to. But there's another voice telling me to forget completely, move on carry on with life, walk out of this, don't look back and take it as a once upon a time dream that never existed.......................... Guess it's only today did i then finally felt things crushing down, did i then felt th missing pieces long, gone. How're you now? Labels: 11:11 |
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