Thursday, January 29, 2009 12:40 AM

Poundering hard.

I hvn th tiniest idea why I'm not asleep now even though its such a long day today.
I wish I knew why but I've thoughts running so wild again.

Thoughts of selfquestioning myself, for regrets, for believing.
Sometimes when emotions go on roalercoaster rides, it makes one feel so........., What's th other term for uncomfortable?

School's starting soon, I'm still afraid of changes. Afraid of not being able t get used to things, afraid of hectic life. Afraid of........... many many many more things. See my mind's running so wild again. Makes me feel like slapping myself so damn badly.

Posting's gng be out on friday. I hvn th slightest idea where th heck I'm gng be. I hvn th smallest idea how to get up at six go to school attend classes then come home.
I think its either Vj or Acj now damn it can someone tell me where I'm going i need mental preperation............................ Both schools make such a big differencez.



Two years. ( Worth th wait? )
or will it become something one-sided?

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