So much for th pictures that probably speak much more than how much words could hav. Pictures from weeks ago, like my birthday which i received selfbaked cake from Yuanyang. Was so touched beyond words by th surprise. Like, still so nicely decorated and cheesecake had always been one of my fav so you get th idea. Pictures not w me yet, but Bbq in th evening on 22nd was awesome w th bestgroup of primary schoolmates one'd ever find, not forgeting surprise i got from them candles on donuts. Other memorable days that passed this two week was X'maz and NY'eve. Both with memorable evening. Like lastmin Xmas shopping on th 24th at vivo, visiting manda at her workplace, attempts t get into X'mas mood. And NY'eve w visit to Grandma's with him and mummy, then meeting cousin and his girlf at Clementi for pool ( Which ended w me playing cheat instead,ha), Evening was change of plans, from going countdown at marina, becoming to dinner at Ecp foodcentre having delicious satay,chickenwing hokkienmee, first time we're having such meals tgt, then i rmb getting so high with him, laughing nonstop whispering, talking abt th guys which we think are gay sitting at table beside us, coming up w th shittiest ideas we ever thought of..............
So this probably sums up what went on th past two weeks, missing alot of events, but guess it doesnt make much of a difference.

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I was thinking back th past few days. Like thinking how 2oo8 passed, how it started like th things i regreted, th things i missed out, th things I cried over. Like how things changed over th year. Yea, emo thoughts but then again, one year passed really fast didnt it. Like how it started, how beggning of th year started off w many falling out w people who truly cared for me. Like it was a friendship game, something like that. Then, there was midyears which shook me up to start prep for Olvls. I rmb th first time i felt so demoralised bcos of results. I rmb getting back mye results in Lt, then ponning debriefs, like running back to class, or th bench at lockers w tears welled up. Then thereafter was th period where real hardcore prep for prelims O started. Staying up late, mindmaps, notes eating txtbks etc etc etc.............. then th period of time which i felt like giving up. I rmb th night i cried and told daddy Can i not take O's. Stupid i know. I rmb th times studying was that bad, tears flowed down uncontrollably as I stared at th physics txt. Physics was a total total bitch, dropped it, then crammed everything in 3 days............. Yea, actually i remembered alot, all th group/pair studying, Kallangmacs, Marineparade lib, t3 coffeebean void decks, stayovers. Not to mention how often i skipped school too.But now things are a different story. I wont mind going back to school. Actually i miss school, I miss studying, i miss Amath Chemistry Ss, maybe even Physics. I miss flagraising, i miss many many parts and things abt school.

And, work's officially ended too. Last day working, and last roadshow at amk today, Tiring. But now, I hvn th tiniest idea whether resigning was th best choice. Maybe not. I'm surprised i tolerated one whole mth of dng roadshow, telemarketing at office etc before quiting. Ha.

Lastly, I cant wait for new term to begin be it Im going Jc or Poly. Hopefully, Jcollege. No doubt Im afraid of changes, but then again, guess its time to for a new environmnet. Year o8 was good, maybe one of my best year despite all th Exam stress breakdowns here and there, but then again, th new year just begin.............. 4 days and, Im hoping for something better. Greedy pehaps.

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