Tuesday, July 01, 2008 10:39 PM

. Planner is supposed to be useful, just that i hav this tendency to not stick to it tsk.

110days more to big O's, Seriously, I cant wait to get it over and done with. So much's been going on lately, sometimes I feel maybe without th O's , everything will turn for th better..........
And, for th closest people t me, we've been seemingly taking turns each day to hav our 'down' times ..... We'd get through this, we have to.



And as for you, It's been, so long near a month since we last talked. I read your post already, I'm sorry. I know my mistakes, I know about promises. But then again, somethings changes as times changes, situation changes. Somethings can't remain th same anymore. If you can't forgive me, I've nothing t say either, cause I'm partly at fault as well. I can't choose between th two, way too fcuking hard. I mean it, I'm so drained out. On my side, I've apologised, But guess it won't hav made a difference, you're reluctant t give in as well. And, yes I've admitted, Iknow my weaknesses, I know.......... how stubborn i get. If you're so determined to keep our friendship left hanging on th string this way, then for you, manage and balance out btwn your clique, friends, family and studies as well. Study hard, go do well. I believe in you, doing better for your prelimz, then O's. So dont give up, And don't let stuff get you down, cause you seem...... upset recently too. I'm not going t cry over this, not going to argue and hav another heated arguement w you. You takecare yourself.