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Wednesday, April 09, 2008 7:11 PM
B' The look in your eyes. The biggest mistake i made this time was sinking too deep, taking words too seriously. Wednesday only, And frankly speaking I cant wait to get through and done with this week. Past few days was busy busy which was good, cause at least i was occupied. Monday was studying after sch w Yuling at concourse again, ..... So much happened, but then again I hope, we'd get through this really, Monday made me see...... the weak side of many of us, not that I dont know, just that it triggerd me to realise......... Everyone's going through the same thng, fair share of problems etc. But we hv t get through this, really. Yesterday Pe took 2.4 which explains muscleache now. Serve me right for not running for so long, school today was pure complaining t each other how much tigh muscle hurts hah. And,.........yesterday after class was Parkway w yuling kfc for lunch which got me v v v v sick. Wlao i think i wont touch fries for sometimes really heh heh. Then went Giant t stockup sugar intake supply........goes back to the theory, eating stuf tht makes your body happy wil help you study heh. And chocolates stil never fail t make me smile hur hur. After school today was long walk to......  One year 9 days since i last been back to this place. 14 years of life thr, And really.... I misz everything there. Walked from school all the way back 'home', long walk esp w muscleaches but heck it was worth it. And i simply walked in,press the auto gate button w/o getting stopped by security guard, and i stil stil v much feel the familiarity w everything thr. Hah, so much memories. Headed t Bbq hut studied w Yuling there and lunch was Ruffles Chip we bought yesterday lol. Wlao and conclusion we got from studying today is that Kuwait and Iraq rly rly rly put in went thru so much of unneccesary k. Ridiculous how wars can start but stil...........okay i'd study al that crap to pass midyrs z. Studied til 5 there then cabbed t Parkway t get Bazzare stuff wrappers etc, headed home k blablabla. And i stil want t smuggle myself in back t Waterside t study more often preety plz, study environment thr was great, realy. So much memories, and i stil luv the pond, Yuling nxt trip thr we get t swing at playgrnd plz. Hah.K, halfday lesson tmr, i hope sch wont suck as much. And... k bye everybody i'd blog another time. Tired tired and 7hours of sleep is not enough. And I'm not breaking my promise abt each time i tear, i make sure i get stronger. 15 days t midyears. Always thought differencs wont have mattered because ... feelings wouldhave mattered much more, but then again now i wonder am i wrong(?). Always tried so hard, so desperately for two diferent hearts to stay close. But then again, this time you broke me. Maybe, I disappointed you. I aint who you thought i was, but then again, i reread all the past messages, only to find tears rolling down so badly. The look in your eyes today, i felt I'm losing not just a luv, but a v goodfriend, someone who nv fail t make me smile as well. I get what you meant, but i cldnt bring myself t o end this off, i think. We need t talk. But you wont even reply my messages,nor answer phonecalls, will you?. Labels: You broke me. |
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