Tuesday, March 18, 2008 10:09 PM

Study Hard.

Self Reminder:
New goal is to pass everysingle subject w at least c5 for now Especially Sciences. Midyear, b4-c5 ....... by Prelim, b3 must get k. Olvls, plz......... i desperately need my a1 or maximum i can afford, a2. I must try. No more school causes depression scribbled all over my rough work aha, I'm going to start writting ILOVE_______(Blahblahblah Subject fill in plz) for my worksheets and make sure i do them. No more falling asleep in class, during lessons, No more poning school/lectures as promised to b' .

Failing so many subjects for common test make me wakeup. Tried so hard, put in so much effort, yet failed every.pathetic.paper. Wlaoeh how hopeless can i get. Z.
Last time i'd screwup . Promise i will i will i will i will pass now, no more failing must do well, else bid goodbye to 8points for Olevel.
I need people to believe me i really did try, really did study. I need more motivation, (Xinyi, youre stressing me out more than motivating me, and Tony thankyou for sending 'Motivation' Aha.) I need to stop asking for so much, be contented with things i have and learn to treasure. I need to learn how to cherish. I need to learn how to stick my plans i make. I need to make sure i keep promises i make to myself. I need to studyhard, stop disappointing everybody.
So much 'I need to' s.


I need assurance, i feel.......................... insecure, Very.

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