Wednesday, March 26, 2008 9:05 PM

One moment i was smiling to myself,

Everyday, I've been saying this : "I need to get myself out of holiday mood, and start studying hard for midyear." But i guess i still haven start revision, and Its irritating, z.
Everyone else around me is so........right, I need to start studying now. No more " But i no mood to study, " I know i know i know, Yet, i aint doing anything about it.

And i fucking can't do Amaths trigodifferentiation, Cant catch up in class, cant do any of amaths homework dontknow what the heck all that numbers are talking about, no one to ask, nor help me figure out.

Piano exam today was so irritating,
Went in, played the scales, man she was staring at me i cant play. Z, then pieces was alright, first piece was i think one of the best playing of my many practises, second was, i cant keep in tempo...........,pluz i know myself totally no stamina to play through seven long pathetic pages. Third piece was .........., I cant rmb. Sight reading was major screw up i bet i can score straight zero for that, and aural was heck, i hope i pass pieces since this two waz major killer.

Thinking too much is bad for health, really.

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