Piano exam was a MajorScewup today, But i was v much surprised, i didn't walk out w eyes filled w tears, i didnt feel anything i dontknow why. It seems the first time, i got this disappointed w myself, yet my heart didnt go crying,..............or maybe because she's already drained of cries & tears.

Okay, Nvrmind the piano studio Exam. I dontwant t mention abt it ); Cause..........i felt effort wasnt paid off sighz. At least, i pray the actual ABRSM one, i'd do well i hope. Pluz, i friggin stayed in the studio, sat there for 3 and a half hours, thats 210 minutes = 12600 secondsz for pracitse yesterday(!!!!!!!!!!!).

I didnt seem to be myself today, ........................... I wokeup, feeling very grouchy, I cldnt even remember what i said when the phone rang and i got awoken by the morning call. I wondered if i said something wrong(?). Forget it, i dontknw. Chemistry test for the first period was a complete murderer, I'd just get back my paper w a straight question marks and crosses in red all over the paper. I desperately need help w my stupid sciences, die.

I leftz school 12.15 today heh, got home, attempted t practise but failed to, slept abit, changed etc etc then went for studio practise again for another hour, followed by lesson. Then...........I stoned and almost died of nervousness for one.pathetic.hour sitting there staring into blank space, then talked on phone w Amanda, ( Amanda your battery tsktsktks!!! ) , then hung up, stoned, smsed, then Phone yuling again...........and nothing seems t calm me down ):

Aw, and i hvn mentioned this:
Proof #1 I'm not beiny myself today ,
The toilet at Katongmall waz servicing so i had t go t the one on the other . Entered the lift, and then i pressed [2]. Waited, then i realised that the button's light or wadvr you call that didnt lightup, so i pressed again, then the Waited, then the door closed, then the light waz gone again. Then i pressed..........................

Men in lift, : You want t go t the 2nd floor ?
Me, : Er, yes.
Man in lift, : Excuse me but youre already on the 2nd floor, the lift cant go to the second floor, it can only bring you to the 3rd floor now you see.

I swear this was ...........................embarassing. Then after i got out of the lift i ran to the toilet immediately.

Proof #2 Okay this is worse, I wanted t go down the escalator, I think i waz very very very much preoccuppied w my thoughts then , which resulted in this...... I wanted t get down the other floor frm the escalator, .but almostz got onto the one the opposite direction instead (The one coming up, not going down ). I didnt realised till i walked there, touched the handrail, and i was like Hurh, Then the Indian man behind me was giving a v v v shocked expression when i turned .___________.
I swear itsz super embarrasing i wonder what got into my head today.

Okay enough of crap talking, heh (; I'm off to be a goodgirl, i'd go do my A.maths homework Goodnight everyone.