I promised i won't turn on my labtop for another..........i dontknw how long. But i guess, this blog post here suggest i failed t do so eh heh.

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And before i start my rantings(again), Tag.replies

Zoey: Hello deskpartner.............. i still hate school ): Anw, see you in Second week of schh now!. And thankyou for the newyear cheer eh heh.

Eric: Lol, I wna be next spammer princess after Yurong and zoey._________.

David: Hurh lol?. Anyway i know you're gng say my new blogskin is nice again right?. And you're unfriendly btw, you didnt reply my sms reply leh.

Yurong: My tagb is still long okay!. Its just that you've got to scroll...........and tagb have nothing to associate w one's height heh, anw I'm lazy t go lengthen my tagb again D :

Huixian: Oh hello, I think you're prolly right cause my mum and bro were at PP today i think heh! (: You've got very good memory heh, See you and kangning arnd in school k!.

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I feel random, but sometimes overwhelming feelings get the hell of me I feel like running away, and not looking back. I try my best to please everyone else around me, but its hard to. Its hard to please your family, people around you, just every little reason around. I'm sorry for the lil rantings here and there again in this blog but ohwell.

Anyway 1st, 2nd,3rd day of school passed like a breeze but i guess its still obvious o8 's gng be tough and i mean it. I know next week's gng be ............. hectic?. I dont like busy school life, i still prefer and very much appreciate time of my own, i cant keep up w fast paces but everything just keeps pushing us forward so it cant be help i wonder why.

I've got alot more t rant, but im just tired, and sick of everything. I think i have severe moodswings, i get happy over lil sweeet stuff i receive, but i cry my hearts out over small stupid ridiculous stuff i wonder why. I know it myself i needed someone t be right beside watching over me, yet when things happen, i push people aside i wail i want time alone, i feel mixed up. I want t be a happygirl, The girl who manages a smile without much difficulty, the girl who felt loved, the girl who felt she was the luckiest ever, the girl who felt secure. I know i ask for alot, its ridiculous and way too much i know, but all along, i've been like that.

I guess its enough of rantings, and thankyou t people who help me get through all the crapz i landed myself into everysingle day of my life; thankyou for listenning t me rant my endless complains; thankyou for those who drop me sms/msn msgs everynow and then t tell me t stay strong and try my best and quit all my emoing........but i hate it when emotions get the grip of me.

Okay, whatever. Goodbye world, i shall blog in another seven or eight days time.