Apparently............. i got myself w my labtop agn. But i promise i hope i will stayy away frm my computer during weekdays, and yuling says leaving the com off is a disgrace t the person who invented computers and labtops.

Anyway i decided on a short post because im feeling very random,. Like i realise i feel happy when people smile t me, or when i see people smile. It feels weird but ohwell,. Nevertheless i please myself w smiles i receieve from people its very random i know.

School starts for a whole week again tmwr. Whole week of same routine school life sigh. I hate i dread school................but i cant go taking Mcs everyday and skipping school.

And for someone whom i believe is reading this still and visit this site, i cant change for you. Youre the best cousin ever. One who tries his best t make me a happygirl; one who is very careful w everything you do for my sake; one who does all you can just for my smile and happiness even if it meant for a short while. Yes, i do very much appreiciate that. You're the best cousin one can ask for.........But my perseptions views attitude dont change. If i dont like smthng, if i cant stand stand stuff said, thats it i cant help it i cant be bothered t do anythng abt it too. I've got enough up my mind to worry about think about. Enough stuff to occupy myself w i hope you understand. Go ahead and delete contacts , phone number, msn , email etc. If you've got the heart to do so, by all means since you want t think i've changed, i aint as understanding a cousin you expect me to be. All i can say is, I'm sorry, very....................if you want to make things awkward, by all means, hello stranger.Sigh.

Okay nvrmind. Goodbye world....i want to get to sleep early, i dontwant to fall aslp in class anymore in school. And, i hope the week ahead wld be............a happy week (:
Happy 2nd week of school ahead people ^^