I'm feeling _________________________________this much emotional now tsk.
Its scary how fast this year passed this fast just like that. Everythng seems just..........................so yesterday.
It seemed a day ago it was January.
It seemed hours ago it was April.
It seemed minutes ago it was July.....................
It seemed seconds ago everything was just way diff-e-rent.

I think i have alot t blog about summarising this whole entire year............(Which i'd probably do it tmwr; ).......I have a thousand and one new year resolutions........I have a thousand and one wishes. I feel greedy hah.

Im emotional now because 'o7 is so ending;
Im emotional now because i feel lost because im so not prepared of 'o8.
Im emotional now because i still feel tiny i dontwant t step in age of 16 ; I dontwant t step into Sec4. Im not ready i know it.
Im emotional because i cant get my feelings right......I dontknw whats wrong and whats right;
I dontknw what im doing is for the better......................or just screwing up my life.

I want t blog a decent post later t make myself happier hah I hate blogging such emo posts, but i cant help it. Amanda i want you online now crapz. I need to pscho me again i think. Why why why you not online !!!!!!!!!.


Dear fairygodmother, Can i have an extended holiday, Im not ready for the year ahead, i know its gng be tough. I feel like staging another runaway'