Wednesday, December 05, 2007 1:25 PM

I wonder if i did the wrong thing again, I'm getting sick of all my wrong dumb decisions. Wake me up and tell me im wrong. Sigh.
Somethings we dont learn to treasure, we take things for granted, no matter how good the situation is, we just seem to find fault with it, maybe not exactly find fault... but pehaps, we just dont treasure, we just get fedup easily, we just feel like giveup.
Sometimes i wonder what those understanding means. Is it purely simply just trying to understand, trying to put one in another shoe......or must we not only put ourselves in others shoes but also learn to walk about with it....As things gets tough these days, i cant help but recall what AtticusFinch said in To kill a mocking bird, To get into one's shoes, to walk around with it...... Its called understanding aint it.... but yet again trying desperately to understand, yet failing terribly, is it still considered understanding?.

I hate myself for thinking so much.
People says jumping into conclusion's bad. But it aint the fact, Thinking too much, bothering to care about every.single.detail gets fatal mistakes too somehow... aint it?
Maybe if we dont go examine every detail, maybe if we just let loose, maybe if we just dont care, we'd be happier. Maybe we dont have to think about so much considerations. Its already became a clear fact, not considering so much, not having all the buts.... situations stay as how it is, At least it dont flop or anything.

I wonder..... if situations stay unfair, is it less hurting?.
There're reasons for things i say, things i do. Alot of things aint intentionate, Alot of things i regret, but i dont have the courage to admit or continue to go on. Alot of things are just like that. It kept me thinking why, but i dont think i'd know the reason.

I doubt anyone have any idea what the hell im talking about.......... But if you're reading this and know what i meant, go think about it.

I wish you understand my feelings;