Thursday, October 18, 2007 6:18 PM

Endyrs Results have been big big big disappointments.
This all i've got to say, 'cos i thought i could pass with a B for sciences. But obviously, I didnt.
It aint like i didnt study. 'Cos i freaking studied really hard this time. Serious, i mean i swear. And i think i worked doubly hard compared to Last year and Midyears. But come on, look at the results. I cant help but feel efforts dont get paid off.
Its just plain freaking disappointing. Like you thought you could do pretty alright, but the results were worse than expected but like alot (?!)
Im not being emotional or something, but maybe i hate myself. For not studying hard enough, for being dumb/stupid. And for sleeping in class, Not paying attention in class etc.
Or is it its not everytime you put in effort for something you'd do well?
I dontknow.

Basically, I've flunk my sciences overall. I mean i need at least a highB to pass my sciences overall. But i've flunk them straight, so you get what i mean.

I guess its not point ranting on this pathetic blog about all the crap results since i doubt if anyone's gng understand how i feel. Its no point crying over spill milk either, i dontknow' Cos i've got enough of crying and tearing.
But i still do and its hard to pretend those 1o6 days was a mere dream.