Thursday, September 06, 2007 8:06 PM

I hate it when im Sick. Esp when there's Chemistry SPA tml D:
I hope i dont screw up again and that my nose will seriously cooperate, & dont runaway tomorrow.
Today was spent in bed more than half the time other than Tuition whereby when 'cher came i was still in bed deep and sound asleep and he had to knock my door and call my phone to wake me up for class. And i've been in a horrible horrible bad mood lately and falling sick made me in a worse mood! D :

I think i spent alot of time burrying myself in thoughts today since i got myself tucked under blanket so long a time. And i realised lots of stuff. I dontknw but i suddenly felt like saying this: Thankyou to those people who'd always stood by me.
And seriously i'm always in horrible horrible horrible bad moods these days. And i know i made things really really hard for people around me to try tolerate me and stuff. I wonder why i haven't learnt my lesson, losing someone i love because of all my stupiod emotions getting a grip of me. Or maybe i did learn my lesson thats why i've got the word treasure in my head now. I dontknow.
I think moodswings get a grip of me, I'd feel really really really happy girl at one time and get totally down feeling all lousy the next moment. Whats my problem? I dontknow.


Some promises were broken ; But it touched my heart the way some promises seem to stay and remain promised for years or rather more than a year but still going.\
You people are the best thing that happened to me for maybe i'd long commited suicide walking across the road and pray i get knock down and die or something without giving a damn. Its touching the way some people care for you, gave you moral support and tried to be there for you all along, yet you didnt know of it till today. Its touching the way you threw tantrums, get yourself into super foul moods and make people around you cheer you up unreasonably, the way you rant scream shout curse but some people have yet to give up on you. Thankyou(:
Yes, And i think you people know who you are, People like Girlfriends in schools that have to tolerate all my crappy attitudes i give at time, And even times when i start crying all over during school times, Thankyou for being so super patient and being toilet going partners when i needed a break of everything during schooltime.
People like Cousins who'd been there silently and 24/7 for me if i needed you.
People who give me morning calls to start up my day/ Wake me up, And always free to be on phone and tolerate all my unreasonable rantings. People who give me my first greeting in the morning And last greeting at night!
And ofcourse People who remember the promise of flower and Water(: Yes, you know who you are. And i really do appreciate. Youre the best gardener/ Rain in the world who Waters the plant and never did seem to giveup hope on her.

I've got the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeetest BestFriendsForever People in my life. Thankyou for being part of them.