Monday, September 17, 2007 5:32 PM

& Everytime we.
It hurts the way you realise that person was there for you no more. Was it because of things that happen today or what? What make me start all that thinking.Crying. and all that crap. Damn it Damn it Damn it. Seriously it ain't the right time to feel thinks this way, It aint the right time to go crossing roads and pray some speeding car will just knock into you, let you black out / faint/ lost conscious/ lose your memory/ or better. die. Come on, didnt you say you aint gonna go Wait. Think. Cry because of things that are yours no more?
See, i hate myself. Hate myself for breaking promises i made to myself. Hate myself for all that bunch of lies, Hate myself for all my attitude and stuff.

& When i saw you today, I realised there's nothing more i'd do other than turn the other way.
When some Jerk shouted teased and asked about my feelings for you, the memories just cant help flashing back.-- You still like___. I walked away. Cause I didn't know how to answer , Cause i know the Answer in my heart pehaps.
And yes, some jerks are just that retarded, Retarded to such extend that i dontknow what words could be used on you. If you think you stand above the others, please do think again. Cause the sight of you irks me. If it really give you all the pleasure to go around being so insensitive, saying stuff to people you dontknow knowing it will so deeply affect the others and upset themGet.A.Life.

Its eight pathetic days to first paper of Eoy, I ask myself why the heck I'm still wasting time blogging, thinking just doing things i shlnd't do. Seeing people around me all busy with revision and tuition and all that just pile of the stress even more. Damn it, Why on Earth do we even have Eoys?..

The good and the bad times we been through. You once made me rise when i fall. & Everytime we touch i get this feeling. The feeling when you held me close, held my hands. Cant you feel my heart beat so, i wanted this to last, Or Rather Cant you feel my heart beat so that I can't let you go. I want you in my life still. After two whole months, i ask what the time frame of awhile.