Saturday, August 18, 2007 10:11 PM

你告诉我离别也是一种美，美的有些凄凉;　我相信你,也牢记离别是重逢的向往…


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I feel like i haven been updating for a long long long time though its just a week.
.Stupid.Comforted.Lonely.Crappy.High.Broken.DreadfullyMiserable.Happy.

Okay all the very extreme feelings, Cause one moment i feel Lonely But the other moment i feel real real happy with Girlfriends.
One moment i just feel horribly lonely being alone, the other im happy and contented girl with the Best Cousin on Earth and i feel super comforted after that.
One moment i feel Dreadfully Miserable the next moment i told myself i promised to let go and move on and i dntwna break the last promise.
I think im So super emo at times And now i start to hate emo times i have and blahblah. Sometimes i cant help hating myself you know. Okaye wadvr.



And The first sentence of my post is dedicated to All Chongqing friends esp esp esp Jiacheng/Basketball/BestCqFriend/Future Sporean he promised to be.

Chongqing people left on Friday Morning 7.o5am Flight. Sec3 Batch who went send them off were just Gillian Michelle Gladys and me.
And its really really really sadddd. And imiss them all. They're the bestfriends/Cqpeople/MostfriendlyStrangers around.


Those memories cant help flashing back.
The first time we had exchange programme, The time i went up and met my first overseas buddy and the feeling of shock/comforted/friendshipwarmth when a total stranger from Chongqing met me for the first time and gave me a great big hugg infrnt of everyone in Lt1.

The times we shared tgr, having lessons at Innosphere for two long weeks because chongqing ppl are here ; All the translating work we did tgr and all that trying to learn the super super difficult lang, ChongqingChinese.


The time when Yilan and Wenqian stayyed in my house tgr with Gillian also. The night we talked and talked and talked till we fell aslp.

The day that we all cried real real real real badly when we were at Airport and chongqing ppl went back. The times we just hugged and cried comforting each other at the departure gates. Abunch of silly girls crying nonstop and uncontrollably at the departure hall pressing our faces, waving to those inside departure gate.


And then the excitement when i reached chongqing for the first time and stepped into Junior2Class3 and all the friendlyfaces of friends greeted me. The way friendship was weaved within an hour. The times me and dengxiao walked arnd, The times i have such a great/wonderful/caring/best deskpartner Wenbo who translate/ entertain/cheer me up/ talked to me.

The time Yilan Wenqian Guoren Liuqing went to send us off the bus on the freezinglycold night. When all of us cried once again uncontrollably this time waving to all those outside the bus standing so near yet so far. The time when the bus drove off hill down NanShan and the feeling that stayed within how much the thought of being so far far far away from them all in like 6hours time. All the crying on the plane when i read Wenbo's and Yilan's long letter on the train and so on.

And now once again. We've sent them off. Goodbye My friend.
The fear that maybe i wont see them again this lifetime hurts me alot alot. 离别也是一种美，美的有些凄凉;　离别是重逢的向往…

That was something Jiacheng wrote for me in the so very touching letter of his. And to think he still Wrote please dont cry when you're reading this letter made my tears roll down.



We'd still meet one day? Will we. Five years later we'd fly there and see you all But but will we still be able to keep the long distant friendship ? I hope so i really do.






FOR LIFE WE WILL REMEMBER you all esp Junior2Class3(:
wo men xiang wang chong feng bah.



Wednesday Thursday Frieday this week have been kind of better .
I've got the Sweetest/ Bestest/ Just So damn Sweet cousin Yujun Picking me up After school for 3 consecutive days.

Wednesday i went for PUMP [Omg i Cant believe i was such a goodgirl going for Pump alone. Hah] ANd then after pump there was basketball Match CCHMS VS CQ VerakinHigh.
Basketballer Jiacheng was super ssuper good(: Watched them play/ Took Photo blahblahblah And then realised i was super late.

Oyahh And then there was this damn retarded thing that happened. Some stupid basketballers were playing Basketball and then the stupid ball rolled off to somewhere near where i was. And so i attempted to be nice and threw the ball back at them to save the running since the guy said please. And then the stupid/retarded me was talking on phone with Yujun you see and then i cant throw the ball with one hand i dontknw why. so i told yujun to Hold on while i threw the ball back at them. ANd then i cant believe myself. I threw my dear phone together with the stupid stupid orange ball. What the hell. I cant believe i can be this dumb. And then the battery/Cover all came falling off and my phone was @$#% so so so injured lahhh. Screw myself. I've been dropping my phone for so many times tht its dying alrdy really and then now i threw it hard on the floor. D :

Okay but that wasnt the pointe. Walked out of school and found my super super super sweet cousin walking towards school which make me really really happy(: Then we walked from School all the way to Parkway and then to EastCoastPark. and ECP=LOVE. i love seabreeze/ sea water/scenery/ sand. We started walking along coastline; kicking Water ; throwing anything we can find; drawing, Writting on the sand and then i started all my emo shyt. Screw myself. When im like a happy girl i just start emo of blue moon. Weird me/ Realised that Wednesday was the 15th. Okay nvrmind i dont think anyone reading this post will know what happened so yah its okay ignore it. But i was alright after all the running across the beach/seaside on the sand and then i realised it kind of hurt alot to run on the coarse sand. but it reall really made me feel alot better. Then my bestest sweetest cousin send me home and carried my bag for me(: hehh!


And thursday was As usual. Had HuanSongHui for the chongqing people. Emo like crazy again esp when they played the song pengyou and yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian. And AMANDA came back to cchms(:
Yah and so huansonghui was crappytalks/catchingup/goodbye/ tears/crys/performances/chats/photos/ and so on with Jiacheng JingYuan MiXue and Other Junior2class3 people.

And and i left school realy late and Im so so sorry cause i made Yujun wait at junction outside school for me for like 20minutes plus or more than that. Paiseh! D : And then Cousin came from Jurong all the way to school just to walk me home. I feel so paiseh. but but thankyou for being so super nice esp when you know how Emo i've been getting these weeks. Hehhh.


Friday was all boring lessons slept half of English and Throughout chemistry. But you cant blame me you knw, i slpt at like 1am and woke up at 4. Ahem GillianYeo was a horrible girl who called me at like 4am lahhh but i've gt to wake up at 430 arnd there to go song ji anyway so yah i only had like 3 4 hours of sleep D :

After school had a pleasant surprised by Cousin again. Seriously really really really uper shock when i see this familiar person standing right outside chungcheng back gate lahh. like Omg and i was telling Zhujun omg omg omg I cant believe my cousin. Hahhh!

We went kallang Kfc to Lunch talked and blahblah. Then met Huixin and zoey there! And i got high/ crazy and drove huixin up the wall i think she was rly rly pissed off thinking im totalhopeless. hahahha.

After that bus with Yujun to go Parkway to meet Amanda. And Manda was 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24_____ okaye im lazy to type but She's 35 Minutes late D :

tsktsktsk. Met Jianfeng there cause he was gng have piano at 630 and i got no idea why he turned up at parkway at 4plus. Hahh talked abit while Waiting for Amanda to come . Then accompanied her to Macs and we talked no Complained and complained and complained there! (: But its really nice thankyou girlfriend(:

And then Cousin walked me to Katong Mall for piano class at 520 arnd there since all along he didnt go back but waited . hehh.

Seriously AngYuJun youre making me feel guilty and that im a mean cousin lehh! Haha. But but THANKYOU THANKYOU anyway(:


See at times when i seriously feel lonely. I've never failed to get myself cheeredup and comforted cause i've got this super sweet cousin arnd for me *Grins*
Okaye i think this a uperlong blogpost already. like really really really long esp when some super bhb guy wanted me to emphasize the pointe that he's NICE to me these days. Ahahh.

37 DAYS TO EOY.
Please start studying and buckup girl.

&&& PEOPLE. i need serious comments on when to take Grade8 Practical NextYear March/July. Im not prepared yet; 3rdPiece/Scales/Sightreading/Aural are 101% totally not preparedd till today/1 and 2 piece are arlght but need tons and millions and zillion of practise still. Shyt should i practise real real real hard and make it in time for March Exams or Just take the Exam nearrrr to Olvls. Please Please Please comment and tag! : D thanks!