Friday, July 13, 2007 11:23 PM

thanks Amanda & Baofang & i promise i shant cry for now anymore.
Amanda for listenning and all your comments on Msn, and all that reassurance and the friendship that still stays very intact and close till today. & as for your tag replies, just a few words but words that i really mean alot, ILOVEYOU too and i MISSYOU Amanda! Thanks for being such a great great friend always and someone i can count on always.
Baofang for talking and listenning and not minding me crying like that on phone. As well as all the sharing that really makes me feel i aint the only one like that and that someone else understnds how i feel. And really appreciate you for tonight's phone call(: Much love too.

& Outside school friends And Schoolmate hav really been great the past few days. You know who you are. Thanks for always being there, all that comforting and comments which means alot. Just a lil note that i do appreciate alright.

I think im gng learn and see things the other way. I still do very much have friends who care without me knowing.And i shld be very much happy with such facts.



okaye, and
If you dont feel like reading the rest of the emo parts just go click that red [X] there above alrght you dont have to.


I think I've only this to say. Friendships these days are superficial. Really. & its been the how many times I'm crying this badly because of Such Friendships. I dont think its worth it anymore, having a friend tht comes to you when they need you, and when you so need someone to talk to and lend a listenning ear to you, they dont seem to want listen nor care.
Im tired of it all, and its contradictating, your not so close friends, or rather Close friends but dont hang out together with often or at all these days friends are the people you cry and talk to now.
Supposed "Bestfriends" and "Girlfriends'' not longer are there listen to you cry or rant.

Its disappointing. I guess friends are better. Pehaps after one big round, its either being best friend with yourself or being goodfriends with others than benefit and will be less hurting aye?

Ohwell. Im tired of this all, tired of that same tone, that same attitude and stuff like that. Friendships are the best comfort but greatest hurt after all. Dont ask me why im blogging about this all. I dont wanna explain either. I think im being sensitive and expecting too much.


I dontknow what to blog now, i think all that crying is really really enough. Fullstop. Girl, wakeup and stop crying over this. Aint worth it at all. Ohwell.





boyfriend, lets wait for nxt week hopefully it'll be better. & im sorry for wht i told you just now. I do believe you alrght, but i hope you mean it, you know what i mean. Love.