Saturday, July 28, 2007 9:13 PM

& I still do miss you

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School was basically boring as usual & i realised tht Maths lesson's like the only lesson that i pay attention to in school. Ohwell. Chemistry was alrght other than the fact that Yurong's post a few days ago was totally true, about that Acid and blahblah being Super Smelly D: Cause we did some Experiments and the Gas that was produced really really stinks luh! ):
And Yujun was being a super nice cousin yesterday Cause he came all the way from Jurong West to send me for Piano lessons in the late afternoon yesterday. heh thankyou (:

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Today i woke up like super late & realised i would have been late if i really continue sleeping like that cause i was supposed to meet Cousin at 11.30 at Payalebar Mrt.
But anyway i ended up going to Cityhall to meet him Cause he was Real Late [As Usual] Seriously, I dont think he can ever be early lahhh Although he reached Cityhall first. But But if i were to meet him at Payalebar. I think i'd hav to wait for more than half an hour if im stupid enough to turn up at 1130 there. Ohwell.
Then went esplanade that area there, And stayed at Marina for pretty longg. Lunched at BK blahblah. And my stupid shoe/slipper Broke How horrible lahhhh And my leg was hurting like crazy caused we ended up stapling it. Lol =/ But after that it was alrght caused i plastered it . Aiyah Whatever lah. Stupid lahhhh. & i was cursing my stupid shoe the whole way through.
Then we went PlazaSing there walked abit and walked all the way to some I dontknow where place where we wanted to go play Pool. But But it was super crowded ): [Oh & pool at Marina only accept IC & they dont accept Ez-link cards of those above 16either] Ohwell. Nvrmind.
Yujun we go Somewhere again next time okaye(: hehhh.
And then Cousin sent me home as usual(: && daddy was mad at me at first when i reached home but it was okaye again after that. & today I tried out the new Suana daddy installed in Familyroom toilet After that. And it felt SUPER NICE :D
And i was oily after that Haha. But But it really felt super good after 20minutes of steaming! (:
& i just finished Watching an hour of Tom&Jerry! Lols. Ohwell.
That's All.



} But its still fake smiles & false pretence for now. Im trying to forget but i cant. I really cant. Even all that outing, hanging out outside, playing, listenning to songs, icecream and chocolates aint helping.
& boy imissyou alot. You & all those happy memories of time spent tgr just keep flashing back in my mind. I cant help it. & after 13days, i still dont understand. Dont understnd why this' happening, I still loveyou, And i wanted you to know, All along i was true to you.
Why did you just step away and walked off without looking back now?
I dontknow how to let go, All that trying to be okaye as days past by, All that telling and words of time will heal have now become lies. I dontknow what to do.
& you've got someone here. Waiting everyday for your call again someday.
Waiting for one day when everythng will be okaye again.
Waiting for you to tell her you still love her again.
' But yet again, she realised that pehaps that day wont ever come & the thought of it simply hurts Alot Alot Alot.