Thursday, July 05, 2007 9:00 PM

I guess i haven really exactly been blogging for a week or so i guess.
Or maybe i didnt feel like doing so, and have been feeling real lousy these days.
I dontknow. Life's _____ i dontknw how to describe, but i guess many a times, lots of stuff sucks alot aye.

I think lots of stuff been rough this few days, & grandma's hospitalised for the 4th day today. She fell and broke her hip bone, and is gng for operation tomorrow Afternoon):
And Granddad staying with us for time being so that we can takecare him now. And it really hurts alot to see him so upset , heartbroken and crying because its like i really truely can see how much he misses my grandma and aint use to a single second of life without her, it hurts cause he's lost his appetite, his humour and locks himself inside the room past two days.
Please please let grandma be okaye, cause i really do miss her alot, the way she used to be.


Basically, that's life and all thats happenning, with lots and lots of Emoness here and there very often this days. Sigh ohwell. i dontknow.
Maybe after allthat of going through stuff like that made us grow stronger too, and i think im gng get real emo after this blog post?

And past few days were all up and downs with boyfriend which really really sucks alot. Like a whole lot, And dear if you're reading this post, Just want to say im sorry and lets try not to be so sensitive towards lil stuff anymore alrght, and i'd try to be more understanding and stuff, but i hope you knw stuff aint like what you think on my side, so please give me more time and forgive me okaye? And, i dontknow what to say but i think we've both gotten very hurt over each other words already, i really really really dont want all this tiffs and stuff to continue cause its hurting and i really love you alot and very much still.


I suddenly dontknow what to blog already.
Just that i realy am trying to put a stop to all that late night crying to sleep sessions with myself, all that emo-ing during lesson times, and all that crying.
Life's been unfair and stuff. I dontknow what to say now.

iloveyou alot. &thanks for being so sweet coming over to my hse suddenly today after you end class at 5plus. Ydontknow how i feel when i got your call feeling all lousy at first but got cheered up cause of you a second later just cause you say you'd come over in 5minutes(: