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Monday, July 16, 2007 11:12 PM
I get the point, i didnt knw all along all thoses were plain lies, like really plain lies and stuff like this. Maybe i should have known earlier, i wasnt your cup of tea, You cld hav told me a long time ago, you didnt need to lie your whole way through. Darling i was true to you, i loved you whole heartedly with all my heart. But i guess you nvr did feel it, Iknow the past few days were damn bad. But i thought we'd stil turn out okaye. I didnt knw tht ALL ALONG. I wasnt your kind of girl. Did you realise how hurting that was? One sided love? When i did and am still loving you. Taking things for granted. I didnt know you felt that i did. I really didnt know. I dont think you'd read this. I dont think anyone will. But i guess its over between us, awhile means permenant, I thought we cant be se per a ted. I guess you're better off without me. I guess it just aint possible anymore. rememerber today when we brushed past each other like pure strangers, yeah it hurt tht much tht i brokedown and cried in class right after that. But i know you didnt knw. After we metup at canteen, when you held my hands and told me we'd stil be tgr, i was still very insecure but i thought i felt better, when you told me i was a Music student, i shld do well for listenning i really felt like better. really. But i guess it made no point. All that dont worry we'd still be tgr, all that petting my head and comforting were all make up stories werent they? After you still held my hands still bother to comfort me this afternoon, i thought we werent really over. I thought we stood a chance to start afresh or smthng. But it just aint possible anymore. After all your feelings faded, but you dont wanna admit it do you? |
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