Saturday, July 21, 2007 11:39 PM

I dontknow wht to do, really.
darling i really missyou now.
and times like late nights now, it just feels____________without you around on phone with me anymore.

I need you, i really want you back. i dont think you know how i feel. and you wont be reading this anyway i guess.

Im trying to make it as if everythng is alrght, but deep inside, it aint. The mention of your name just caused teardrops and and i dontknw, i feel like hiding and not coming out, not facing reality, the reality tht we are together no more.

I still love you, im not over you yet,
tell me we're stil together, tell me we're still possible.
tell me you still do love me, i know you still care alot,
tell me your shoulders will always be arnd for me to lean on when im down and stuff like that.
tell me you'd always be there for me.


I dontknow how long more i'd avoid you.

Iloveyou alot, and youre on my mind every second of life. The least bit of stuff reminds me of stuff we do tgr, times we spent tgr. But it just will happen again, No More. Not anymore.



Im crying every single blogpost i type.
It just hurts alot alot alot alot.
I cant stand that kind of pain anymore. Really not anymore.
And all that false pretence tht im okaye's not working every single time.
they work at times, but sometimes i feel worse about it, i dontknow.

imissyouboy.