Monday, June 04, 2007 2:18 PM

face it- feelings are just like that I felt like ranting and screaming out loud you know, but some words are just meant to remain stuck.down.deep.inside.
So much are happening. All at the same time, all at a go. All along i thought crying out and after that i'd be okaye. But but somehow things happening this days proved me wrong. I thought i could get a grip of my emotions. But yet again i'm proven wrong.
Get the pointe? Im disappointed in myself. Very, and i just told you last night that it would help alot if you're less sensitive to things, but it just suddenly came to my realisation that i seriously shouldnt have blamed you for being so super sensitive, cause i guess you cant help it either. Such stuff are not within our limits to control pehaps, for i myself cant get a grip of my emotions and sensitivity towards stuff.

Lots of things are disappointing. I know i dont have a single least bit of right to be disappointed in others, for right now, im disappointed in myself.Very.I think im being random and emotional right here right now. But i seriously freaking cant.help.it.Fullstop. i really cant help it you get it?


All along i guess im expecting way too much.