Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:24 PM

went marina square with mummmy in the morning after i went home since the day started being damn crap; me waking up and refusing to change and go school cause i simply didnt dare go for chemistry debrief nor any more debriefs since i failed like so many subjects and since every single debrief upsets me so much. but okay, was a good girl and still went to school. and then right aft flagraising there was spot check . and like wtheck. stupid HIM make me go yellow line because fingernails was LONG to him. its like SHORT okaye. serious. and like whts his problem?!


damn pissed with him and me and yunting were like grumbling):


and i know qianni was freaking pissed off as well.


stupid luhhhh. early in morning get caught - how nice it made my day start even WORSE.


and he gave boyfriend haircut too. how else more unreasonable is it?! esp when dear hair wasnt THAT LONG. and its stupid getting the boys line up at foyer for haircut just like that okaye. ohwell whatever.





then got back chemistry paper also. i got FIFTY. so can say i passed. but sigh i still fail overall for chemistry what. cause my classtests were straight Fs. and i really did put in alot effort for chem already. dontknow what happened either):


then seeing that stupid result got me depressed all over again already. and to make matter worse gaoxin also sad. then at nine gaoxin went off with other band people )))):





yeah then i went home after chemistry debrief and yeahhhh. went home and cried real badly to mummy/ but but felt much better after crying it all out and really appreciated mummy for being super understnding cause she didnt scold me nor tell me she was disappointed and at least she bothered to listen to myself of story. so yeah felt much better after talking with mummy and and mummy was super sweet enough to bring me out and bought stuff for me to cheer me up and it did made me happy(: thanks alot.





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after that reach hme at one plus totally surprised to see boyfriend at door(:


so sweet luhh and poor him waited for like 20minute plus for me.


hehhhhs. invited him in and and ;
LOL boyfriend was SUPER camera shy ><>combed his hair DOWN for him. and it was super super ugly and he looked like some retarded guy or smthng! then he refuse to let me take photo of that! LOLs but but i still snap a picture.hehhh=X

then mummy went find gel for him and then dear spent like at least 30minutes doing his hair and i kept messing it up for him too ^^ hehhh but he ended up getting his hair like that---
hehhh and sorry luhh i think i pissed him off like crazy playing with his hair

then we ate ICECREAM(:

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basically thats the end(:
and i cheeredup alot!~
darlingiloveyou alot alot alot & thanks for being so super sweet everytime<3!
&im sorry for being unreasonable and asking so much the past few days when i was sad.please please dont take to heart.LOVE<3

&&& thank also to chorhung,gaoxin, yuling, huixin for being there for me during the times i felt like crying like shyt and felt so depressed(: thanks alot for everythng and and i'd be okaye dont worry abt me okaye, and i'd keep the promise i said okaye to.

okaye shall go off to sleeep soon already. normal lessons tml):
and school)))): grrrr.
ohwell. i'd decided i'd try not to fall aslp in class anymore already so im gng sleep early if possible(: hehh.





& i just realised im still worried cause Leon's AWAY again):
his probably still on plane now since it takes like so super long to fly from spore to mexico or somewhere there and he probably wont knw his cousin here is worried sick.sighh):
please please stay strong and cheerful like what you've always been and told me to. i know its hard but sighhhh and i feel like total crap now cause i dont even knw how on earth are stuff. ohwell i doubt anyone undersytnd this paragraph other than me and myself. but i just feel like typing this all out suddenly. sighhhh. i feel like a total failure cousin now.
she'd be okaye i hope ; i guess i dontknow her and i might have dislike her like crazy for causing all those. but if her being okaye means leon 'd feel better, i hope for the best too.sigh.