Thursday, May 10, 2007 5:06 PM

BACK to blogging!
and midyear papers are FINALLY over!
ohwell. i think i haven been blogging for so long that now i dont even know what to blog about and how to start a post already):

hehhs~urm ohwell this few days have been EMO DAYS.
stress with exams and stuff ):
and im still feeling super EMO everynow and then.
ohwell;but EXAMS over already okaye. O.V.E.R. except for olvl music practical): so for 13 people in the entire school exams end only on the 14th may o7 and and i'd be the THIRD last person in the entire level to take the exam since mrloh scheduled the exam time lidat!

this few days have been okaye. and i've spend exam period studying with BOYFRIEND(: and gaoxin most of the times at my house, kallang macs, library~ and the day before boyfriend was super sweet cause he came over to my place and we studied MUSIC tgr, and he studied abit of physics and me chem and then we played piano. and he's GOOD at playing okaye. at least BETTEER than me! and and we tried playing tgr he took left hand and i took right! but i screwed the playing for him cause i was still stumbling through the pieces.lols. but okaye lahh it was fun (:
i realise this midyear exam actually pass pretty FAST cause its like its over already and its FAST? yupp. esp when i've got people mugging WITH me(:

today after school boyfriend walk me home, and cheered me up after me feeling EMO for some time.and then we were idiotic enough to sit down by ROADSIDE under the hot sun by the pavement just because i was emo and insisted playing with MIMOSA. and mimosa plants are FUN to play with(: and they play with me! so cute and nice! LOL.haha and now i think back its idiotic for any one in the right mind to sit under the hot sun by pavement at roadside can. but i felt BETTER after that playing with grass,mimosa and that PINK small flower(: and talking how i felt with boyfriend.
thanks alot for being my listenning ear,my punchbag, my towel, walking me home, and lending your shoulder when im sad and everythng else you do(:

oyahh and yesterday was a FUN busride(:cause was on bus on way home after lunch-ing at bugis.then on bus there is this lil girl. i think four years only lahhh. then i was PLAYING with her cause she smiled at us and then from there on we played peekaboo, and stuff. and imitated each other! hehh. so fun lahhh all that tongue sticking, AH-ing, BLEH-ing LOLS. but but it made me think alot after that and i guess i MISS MY CHILDHOOD.
its still that same phrase aint it. ohwell~
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and then its back to some emo stuff again, cause aparently i suddenly felt emo cause mummy's calling florence now asking her abt wht happened last night and its making me think alot AGAIN. you tell me go DROP MUSIC as subject. but hello. can you PLEASE spare a thot for me. i've FINALLY like finally told myself i dontwant to give tht subject up because i HAVE interest in it, i dont mind spending three hours plus fours hours everyweek with music class. you cant just ask me to DROP right? you seriously have completely no right. WHY. cause you aint even my parents, nor my boyfriend youre just another woman on earth MRS.whts your problem bytch. sighh did you realise youmake me cry the whole entire night? and i felt like shyt thanks to just those lines of yours. did you realise i finally found some passion for MUSIC AGAIN after i lost it. i really did find it already after listenning to playings during the after hours of music class and music lessons and its BECAUSE OF OLVL MUSIC. so you cant ask me to drop it right. i know sometimes i cant be bothered with practising piano cause im just feeling super emo and when times like that happen i cant play a single piece well. i knw sometimes i end up putting music as last priority but i knw myself well enough for some stuff. im happy with taking that subject; i enjoy it. and yahh. so whats your problem? asking me to drop it and telling me mrloh will DIE listenning to just my FIVE MINUTES PIECE? i knw i played BADLY. i knw im a total failure with playing those pieces. but im WILLING to put in effort to practise. i just am SLOWer and need TIME. y cant you be more patient? i respected you and regarded you as a GOOD piano teacher. but you really discourage me alot yesteday and the past few lessons. im like disappointed in you totally. ask me go practise my piano now hurh; i cant do it. i really cant cause youmade me realise im just contributing to noise pollution with my shyt playing. thanks a whole lot.

whatever.
this the end of this post. i suddenly dont feel like posting again though theres much MORE i can actually post abt since so much happen and i didnt blog for like nine days?but ohwell. nvrmind.dont feel like it.


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