Monday, April 16, 2007 8:39 PM

why isiz always ME having the need to put myself in YOUR SHOES. and spare a thought for the rough day YOU have. why isiz always lidat? WHY CANT YOU FREAKING SPARE A THOUGHT ABT YOUR LIL DAUGHTER HERE?
whereby tht dumb lil girl tried her best to be a more understnding, nicer daughter for you people. but all you know is to yell. shout at her. as if its HER FAULT.she didnt do anythng wrong at all. you had YOUR ROUGH DAY you freaking DONT take or VENT OUT ON ME RIGHT?
i tried to be understnding, and if YOU dont REALISED.I SHUDDUP THREE QUARTERS THE TIME I SPEND AT HOME. I SHUDDUP.why. cause shuddup speak less, i wont make you angry or make you feel pissed off with me since i suck like crazy if thts what you freaking think. if shudding up. cant please you i freaking hell dontknow what on earth pleases you already. OH PLEASE. GIMME A BREAK.
i thought i once said, daddy iloveyou. if youre asking me to say it again, i'd be TELLING A BIG DAMN LIE. ALRIGHT.


PLEASE. GIVE ME A BREAK. if you cant wait for me to GET OUT. MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE YOU CANT CALL HOME. i'd jolly well WONT hesitate to just GET OUT. and you dont nid to care a freaking bit where i will end up DYING. okaye?



FAMILY=COLD=UNHOME NOW.
understandd?! i hate it okaye. i cant leave life with all the shyt stress piling on me like crazy.i CANT. C-A-N-T. okaye? and i NEED MY NICE FAMILY.but you people are just giving me shyt attitude now at home. yeah i BELIEVE YOU CARE ABT ME. IM SURE THE FOUR OF YOU DO. please SHOW IT. INSTEAD OF MAKING MISUNDERSTAND. its pointless and it dont benefit us all. GET IT?
i just wish and need the warmth of FAMILY. i want back tht nice temperament not so easily irritated daddy who dote on me ALOT. i want back my always joking mummy who dont get frstrated and impatient over lil stuff. i want back that dumb innocent sis and bro of mine.




& dearrrest.im sorry i still hide stuff from you. basically.mainly.my past. im sorry okaye?
sighhh.i dontknow what to say. but ilu alot, and youre the only person there when i need someone now.please please please still continue being there and i will try treasure you MORE okaye.ilu& i mean it. sorry for being so super emo. cant help it.

&&& YUJUN.blahh sigh sorry if i owe you apology also bahhh.