just went to amanda's blog, and then i read her latest entry. and now im like crying. for i REALLY dontknow why reason. i think im like being super emo suddenly.but but tht stupid tears just seem to come down and i cant do anythng.

i guess i really didntknow how to treasure till the time i lost them.

i realised i didnt really treasure my TWO years in BENEVOLENCE. and now im missing it like crazy when i realised time cant go back just like how we want them to. cause its like the clock goes clockwise direction, you cant xpect to see a clock second hand tick ANTICLOCKWISE right. and its like yeahh. i dontknow what exaclty to say now to like express my emotions, but i just felt sad cause i miss benevolence alot. i dontknow. ohwell. i just realised tht last year the whole entire year i didnt appreicate all the people who stood by me, tried to cheer me up, were there for me during my hardest time. people like xuan,manda,hanle,yurong,baofang, gladys, huixin, yuling,zoey, michelle, debi, shumei, linli,jiajia,jiahe ETC ETC BENEVOLENCERR. just esp esp xuan,yurong,hanle,manda you people. its like rememerbering those times where we laughed, cried, crap had fun, got stress and upset. just every moment of TOGETHERNESS and unity.

sigh. nvrmind. im just feeling emo bahh. but memories, will always be remembered.we once shared them, had them now we keep them(:

ohwell enough of my EMO-NESS.

Today me and yuling were goodgirl cause we woke up EARLY.and went to school to have intensive remedials with MsWan.hehh okaye lahh and mswan was SUPER NICE. she came to school esp just to teach the BOTH OF US ONLY.so super nice of her(:

and i finally understood ABIT OF CHEMISTRY tht Ar and Mr and Moles stuff.whee.hehhh. so proud of us can. we sit at concourse for THREE WHOLE HOURS. studying chemistry. reading the notes, listenning to teacher and doing wrkshts and exercises. miracle tht i survived so long of chemistry.heh. and then yuling was suanning me tht im SLOW. im not okaye. im just a LITTLE BIT SLOW. a lil bit ONLY. and she was stressing tht point to mswan=/

and after that yuling was SUPER NICE and WALKED ME HOME(: hehh and we had a long walk home cause backgate was LOCKED.yupp. then we crapped our way home and tht girl was taking a tour arnd my new hse and complaining and stuff=/ ohwell. then her parents fetched her from my house door there and i think they got a super hard time looking for 508.heh.

then aftnn grandparents came=D yupp. lidat lors.and below are random photos taken cause we were BORED.

me & granddaddy! (:

mummy showing off to her mummy that she "CAN" play the piano. so dumb=/ hahah

mummy & grandma!~ i thot they both look CUTE esp grandma! :D