Monday, April 23, 2007 10:04 PM

i realised i did alot of thinking today.
like really really alot
about my priorities, my screwedup life, my past, the past and the present and the future.
i realised i dontknow what i want yet. i realised alot of things. im merely carrying them on.
i dontknow how to express what i feel. but yet. ohwell. igiveup okaye i dontknw what to say anymore.

some hearts are just meant to be broken, some thngs are not meant to be mended
some strings are meant to be sewed out of place, some strings are just not meant to be lead back to thread again. some strings once pulled, its gone from the pretty stitch.

i just somehow arrived at that sentence. i dontknow why. nothng made me unhappy today.
and today had been a SWEET DAY or rather sweet aftnn out with boyfriend. but somehow thoughts flowed through just now in the evening. its totally UNRELATED. its just the way my brain works i guess. ohwell.

shall update details about today and tagreplies TOMMOROW.

tata im off.

i know im thinking alot. like really way too much. i dontknow what the conclusion will be. neither do i know how things will turn out eventually. its just like being blindfolded and walking with your insticts.