Thursday, March 22, 2007 9:02 PM

yinghui's been feeling VERY EMO ths few days mainly today
and i cant help it))):

&theres MUSIC RETEST TML. cause i FLUNK my first common test STRAIGHT.
and theres emaths test tml and its supposingly DIFFICULT so im so deaddd again.

and i dont feel like doing anythng.
infact i did NOTHNG ytd. and i FAILED my tingxie AGAIN.

ahshyt luhh. i rly cant help it alright. i knw im thinking ALOT again but i really really cant help it. i dont knw wht on earth is wrong eitherr.sorry then;
yeah and im sorry i criedd. maybe somehow youre IMPT to me now. and i CANT lose you and im AFRAID to.&i knw im dumb enough to think you rejected my call on purpose. im stupid alright sorry.but i feel like we're DRIFTING? i dno.
and theres DRAMA TML. god KILL ME PLEASE.
im so super sick of rehersals& TREEES.