Sunday, March 11, 2007 2:50 AM

i realised i rly got alot of stuff to blog about bahh
but shall just finish ths a few line super short post and go off to sleep nw as promisedd to sleep right aft i put down phone minutes ago.

just wanted to say.youre really my bestest friend now.and thanks for being there and being so understding.i really really wont haven taken thngs till now if it werent for having you as my closest friend.
i really cant deny how awful i felt when i told you all tht stuff. but somehow i realised i feel better now tht i told someone abt it.
ii really rreally am very afraid of coming thursday. i dontwanna knw the truth or wht tht person gng say or wadvr will happen. denial dont help. but for now being in denial will at least be better than accepting reality.really.


shall blog again tml or smthng. goodnights.