Tuesday, February 27, 2007 9:49 PM

platform's finally OVER
omigoshh.finally larhhh. stupid platform finally over and i can hav one tiny load OFF my mind(:
hahh.but okayye i dontknw if i screwed it not also larhh. maybe its just neutral and pretty okayye bahhh.
right after i played tht song and while playing i was like i know i was RUSHING THROUGH and i made LOADS OF WRONG NOTES:/ cldnt help it. i think i was veyr nervous. and its said tht very obvious i very scared larhh. which is like okayye true.
then i thought i screwed really badlly. and yeahh i think Mr Loh probably very disappointed with my playing also lehh. like no up to standarrd lidat. but i really really tried my best and put alot effort to practise le lor. i guess maybe thts what tht also matters.
and okayye larhh. cause i got friends saying i didnt screw(: i hope so.hahh and yeahh one can never get contented with own playing also mahh. i am disappointed with mysefl larhh. cause think i can and shld do better. but again i tried my best le. so yupp.

i thiink i gained and realised alot from tday platform lehh. maybe is also cause what friends commented and stuff. oh well.

&& Mr Loh DIDNT GIVE TEST TODAY. i studied okayye! then he didnt give test ): but okayye larhh. like that lors.

yy thanks alot. was really kinda touched today(: thanks loads for tday morning phone call and during lesson time for being so encouraging too(: tht was really vsweet okayye~ really appreciate alot. &&cheerup okayye. dont sad le!

i start to realised tht whole olvl music thng change alot of my life. its making my life so busy with all tht planning for tht deco for talentime and taking ALOT of time. but at the same time i realised im learning alot stuff lidat.i still dontknow want drop music after first term not. i knw my interest REALLY is THERE. but i start to find myself NOT COPING well. its not tht im gng give up easily.but i really donknow if i shld continue olvlmusic class.i WANT VERY VERY MUCH TO. but am afraid to all the same.
music changing alot of my sec3 life.
& thanks ppl at music class who'd been there for me time and time againn.

jh,all you said rly rly made me realised alot i guess.hahh.ty okayye(: &srry i knw its been hard talking some sense into me.but thanks alot for all tht talk to help me realise nidda find my confidence back~