Tuesday, February 20, 2007 1:21 AM

i thought i was supposed to be happy. but i hate it and cant stand it when you people phrase stuff THAT way and say stuff which are so untrue. spare a thought please? aint we all a family after all? awgod.

trying really hard to cheerup and be happy esp CNY

urmms. lidat bahh.now dont feel like sleeping at all though last night sleep at 4am do eliterature. just dont feel like sleeping at am super boredd.

today morning went mummyside grandparents thr got partayye agains.
catchup alot with Leon since like almost a month nvr see him le. & he still remembered the present be promised me(: thankyou my " BESTEST BESTESTcousin"hah! talked alot with him larh. then Leon also become my "prawn-shell-remover" cause i lazy get the prawnmeat out of its stupid shell.haha thankyou alot for being so super sweet larh!

nicholas changed alot since december lehh. cant believe him lor. haha. but i think he much more friendly at least talk more to me lidat le.

after tht got go first uncle house. ayyee. like i mentioned lors. jiangjiang went AUSTRALIA study le. wont be back for TWO YEARS awww.then play with his rabbit but tht stupid rabbit like dont like me lor. so scared of me)):
jinjung at home todayy. then okay larh. end up play xbox with him.being lame lors. but haha soon to get married doctor also play xbox worr.hahh.and obviously everythng play de i lost =X

at night go THERE for dinner i really dontwant blog about it. see HER larh.
i just dont get what she gain my trying to screw her own brother's family.stop hurting me and mummy this wayy when youre my aunt mann. & do show some respect can? words are hurtful esp when its your own critisizing you like crazy and finding fault with you.haiyees.

this about it. i realised im gng blog as much as i can this twodays. cause when its normal school days its gng be super busy again); thursday got SS test. Friday Emaths test. Tuesday shld be got olvl music test! awwwmann.

hah shall sign off and catch some sleep now.
leon and grandma coming over tml morningg!



if hurting me makes you feel better go ahead do and say wadvr you want.