Monday, January 22, 2007 6:24 PM

i got a SIX upon TWENTY for my chemistryQUIZ): how pro i am can
gosh and i did STUDY for this quiz and its SO NOT FAIR.
im not happy already can.
got study so hard and i failed straight for this dumb chemistry quiz.

and i dontknw wht in the world is happenning.
was really VERY HAPPY when mummy sms me this morning telling me the PAPERS for the house is SIGNED [im MOVING to YISHUN this APRIL hah]
but again tht kinda feeling obviously didnt stay. felt really terrible after english lesson i dontknw why. maybe i really was thinking too much. about stuff and all tht tht i shldnt think about. but it really really did upset alot. and yeah really felt like crying can.
the feeling of bottling aint nice. but i figured a cheerful front is better like wht everyone told me. but tht feeling inside really hurts lah.

tell me everythng was a NIGHTMARE.tht everythng didnt happen.

tht you DIDNT lie to me.
but i knw you did. and again and time again i was dumb enough to be cheated of my feelings wasnt ii? maybe you really truely did care. but you didnt love me wholeheartedly for all those months did you? stop calling me. you dont hav to. and i dontwant any explainations eitherr. all i wish if for you to get on and be HAPPY and well all the best for you alright. stop calling me nor telling me you DIALED the WRONG numberr.thts dumb alright. get well soon and stuff.

tht i wasnt born lidat.i dont wanna elaborate on this. but to those ppl who knw me inside out you knw wht im talking about. i really hate it and cant stnd ths anymoree.