Wednesday, January 10, 2007 9:09 PM

disappointed.


ths all i can say.really.

im disappointed and just plain disappointed with myself and also drama.

&i hate HER. she cant teach drama well. and she is just so MEAN.MEAN.you knw. like M-E-A-N. this the NICEST word i can use to describe her already. nicest. awwmann. and today she is JUST SO WHT LAH. wth. she is just. mann. BUT i still still still cant believe ths is so happenning. and it makes me feel tht THEY didnt trust us nor our effort AT ALL. and its unfair. and i really did try my best for drama and all the rehersals already. no its WE DID OUR BESTEST for all our rehersals and put in SO MUCH EFFORT. but they DONT TRUST US AT ALL. all THREE OF THEM. its really HURTING you knw. tht we put in so much effort. but they are hinting tht they DONT TRUST US. and if theyre re-auditioning the cast. wht ths means? and i LOVE the cast the way it is now. we hav chemistry btwn each other already. and its unfair to add ppl in our get ppl out right?
and yet we cant and aint letting our SYF flop can we? it MATTERS. so wth lah.
hais.

im starting to dislike and hate ths year. well not hate i guess. but cant stnd ?
secTHREE or wht you want to call secFOURyearONE. its stressful lors.
and like yeah. so much lahs. now stil got syf
and family.piano.music.schoollife.CSP. and like EVERYTHNG. i just cant take it you know. and NO one out there can understnd me AT ALL NOW. the feeling sux lahx.
and wht happened at drama today already screwed and killed me really really badly.


thankyou yujun for being the only one who pick up my phonecall today when i go hme and cried so badly. thanks so much for being the only one listenning when i so needed you arnd.
& also thanks to my new friend chealsea for cheering me up today in clss.&nadia for being so nice and supportive in clss and DRAMA. and ofcourse drama family for being thr and comforting me when i cried. esp qianni aaron and wenfong.and just all of the main cast thanks and im feeling much better already. i just got too emotional ths aftnn.sorry.