Saturday, January 27, 2007 10:44 PM

awwcrap
xinyi told me to BLOG
and i got no idea wht on earth to blog about
its just another dumb story about secTHREE or wadvr you call it SECFOUR YEAR ONE life. and its just SCHOOL HWK TESTS and nothng elsee.
and i was complaining like crazy today before drama session tht i HATE EMATHS. AMATHS.CHEMISTRY.PHYSICS.ENGLISH LITERATURE. and nicholas ended up telling me i might as well DONT GO SCHOOL ALREADY since i hate practically every single subject. and it really did make sense in some way lors even though it was just another dumb casual remark.
i can just drop out of school sooner or later wht sense does it make to go to school everyday when i start to figure i cant be bothered about the lessons aalready and dontknw what on earth the teacher is talking about lahx
and it seriously is a waste of time tht i go to school lidat not learning anythng at all by the end of the day and then end up going home and dont hav the feel of doing hwk and then force and stress myself so much with all tht hwk and tests and stuff.
and thrs a ENGLIT TEST on to kill a mocking bird chapter ONE to SEVEN and im at PAGE five now.OMG lahx. i dieeeee le lorrr.
and then nxt nxt week got AMATHS TEST AGAIN. stupidd lahxxx. my maths suck like crazy can if it aint for SIJIA and tuition i wld hav died in class long ago already lah.

i really cant stnd school lor. and guess wht i HAVEN TOUCH weekend homework AT ALL. how nicee right. then got so much lah.
1100 words english must do SEVEN PAGES
then english summary worksheet also must do
chemisty worksheet
AMATHS textbk got hwk
HCL JIANBAO)))):
GEOGRAPHY worksheet and i got NO IDEA how to do AT ALL. dont even knw wht easting and northing they talking about and stuff lahxx.
then SOCIAL STUDIES corrections HAV TO DO AGAIN. SOURCEBASE lorr.

really very stress lah. then ths few days also think too much then not happy again
want die le lorr.
hwk lidat i think secthree i gng FLOP and SCREW up again already lahx. fourth week only i think lidat already die lor.
gosh sorry i really am kinda upset now.
and they're kinda quarelling in the living room AGAIN
and and my room is in an entire mess and its killing my mood too
and the music playing right now is making me worst.
whtever everythng seems to be so against me lahxx.
and and i got scolded AGAIN by lisa during piano AS USUAL
nothng i do goes the right way does it?

and and i cant believe ths happening now. tell me its just a dream. either a super sweet dream or a going to be nightmare?



thank to my dearrest friends okay or i bet i cant live till tday; just knw tht youre appreciated for everythng.

all along ilovedyou. but you doubted me didnt you. i rlly was happy for those months we had been together. and im sorry we ended up lidat ths way. i dontknw if your msn nick meant about us but two parallel lines wont meet? guess so bahh. im sorry too.

xinyi i know youre replying me on your pm aint you? cos the answer is i really donknw. or maybe its both parties. i dontknw whts happening to me but i suddenly miss him yet whenever he call i cant bring myself to talk to him the way we once did.