Saturday, October 14, 2006 10:14 AM

& you knew i love you; but you said everythng tht way
all along; i put up and gave in to you like how you did for me already
you called me in the super weird hours i still picked up your phone; i really tried VERY HARD to patch things up also; and you knew i love you one and only whole heartedly; but you said my actions contradictate and proved stuff the other way round; i was freaking hurt you knw. totally hurt;
you changed alot ; really alot from since the time we first were together;
still remember a month ago what happened; i gave in; we started afresh; you said you wont ever hurt me again; but once again you did; i knw i was at fault very much ths time round; but cant you be more understnding also?

i knw the week was rough for you; but tis not as if it werent for me right; i didnt tell you stuff; cause i dontwanna add on to you and make you feel worst; but you took it the wrong way tht i was hiding stuff frm you;

all your words; all your indirect meanings of me usnig tricks and cheating you; you knw it HURTS a really lot? i thought you knw and cld understnd; but you cldnt;

enough is enough already; i knw you are reading ths; you yourself said and admitted its impossible already; i did try to patch thngs up and work on it; but you still told me everythng i dont wanna hear;

you knw what im going thru; i dont get why you must make me feel worst lidat;
i dont wanna talk to you anymore; please stop calling and smsing me;
live your life go on without me; the population of other girls is like so much more ; im just a totall bitch like what you made me sound like one; fine im one alright; no point dating a so not understnding; so not swt; so not willing to sacrifice and selfish girl;

its not just your actions; its also all your words; you cant undo what you did; neither can you take back your words; you cant heal when you hurt; you cant make up when you did everythng like ths;

i will still loveyou one and only and everythng shall just be memories;
reminised past; thts just it;

i've cried enough and i dont wanna hangon lidat anymore

totally hurt; thts what my own guy i love told me and described me; i wonder if you knew what you was saying last night; probably not; but even so; you said it out from your own words-

;slash me