Monday, October 16, 2006 11:12 PM

seriously wonder if you are still making the point of reading my everyday post?
seriously cant forget you; i dontknw why
seroiusly i rather wish i rejected tht call tht night
seriously wonder why everythng turn out the WRONG WAY at the WRONG TIME;

eoy results are just PLAIN PURE DISAPPOINTMENT;
really can cry already; did freaking badly and there goes all my efforts;
yeah; still remember tht letter you wrote on the 7thOct; just read it again; what matters is tht i tried my best; but see lah; tried my best; results still as disappointing wht;
idontknw
reallydontknw

im just flunking all my papers and todayy is one of the worst days in my entire life;
and then i wish you were here; but it just AINT possible like what you also admitted anymore
i wish you were here for me to cry everythng to; but i just cant; and all i cld do is to just end up bottling and keeping stuff to myself already

eoy is a pathetic screwup;
i FAILED my hcl paper2; FAILED;
and my maths was i just needed a 0.5 to get my A2
and my science is like REAL PATHETIC; what kinda stupid marks is tht lah and i really really really did try my best to study i swear; y isiz tht the result still lidat?!

im feeling freaking helpless about everythng now; my life and just totally everythng; wrong outcome; wrong time; everythng wrong; i wish i can end all ths cycle;really wish so



just wanna say thanks to all those who stood by and listened to me cry and complain just now; esp yuling; sengchuan;amoz