Thursday, October 12, 2006 6:27 PM

okay; and so i am UPDATING and eoy are OVER okayokay; i knw tht!

taggreplies
HUIXIN: yupp; okie; i will do the quiz today i promise(:
YURONG: hurh? flooding chungcheng gng be fun? dont understnd.hahahs;
LINLI my STEAD cum DARLING(: yup; sorry; i knw im bad; didnt update by im updating now already; and i WILL do tht quiz lah;hahas
XUAN: HELLOS again; i will TAGG you again hello ltr.lol
MANDA: yup; exams are over and i will rest; thanks; and sometimes i really dont undersntd; maybe im getting more and more selfish; but will; for a second thought; my life is mine and jus mine only maybe; ireally dontknw; friendships and relationships all tht stuff; it sort of aint showing my ppl arnd me care; cause they are jus HURTING at times
ZOEY: we are AT the end or eoy FINALLY(: yays. yupyup; i knw le lah; dont wrry. you too smiles
CEICILIA: hellos; surprised to see your tag(: but i still LOVE you my dear senior lols.thanks loads i did try my best ths papers lah; cya soon(:
YUJUN: gor arh; you say i negative; you ths few days even worst lah; everyday sigh lidat you think i see le happy meh? you cheerup also; dont think too much too kie; your mei LOVES you (: takecare; and thanks i go tagg you again ltr;hehehs.
YIPENG: thanks for believing; haha (:
JIAYU: lol.hahahs. kkie.thanks for tagging anw
LINLI my STEAD cum DARLING(: your tagg to reply again; hehs.OMG thanks for the two super shuai pics for joshua can?haha. yesyes; my crush lah; haha. i was laughing all the way when i open tt email of yours lor;lols thanks i loveyou and i AM UPDATING!!! hehs; joshua ang is cute and shuai; yay you finally admitted also le(:
HANLE: i am UPDATING NOW xD
XINYI: i really am UPDATING NOW; and thanks so much for everythng ths few days; esp all the encouragements etc etc LOVES(:
MANDA: yup. EOY ARE OVER hehs xD
LINLI my STEAD cum DARLING(: your tag to reply AGAIN arghh.hahas; i jus read your FIFTH email reply you ltr i promise.hehs updating now and i called you; we are online the same time; lols.

and i FINALLY FINISH REPLYING ALL THE TAGGS lol

okay and i will do the quiz now since im free and promised two person to do it; argh

1.single, taken or crushing?
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2.are you happy with your life now?
i dontknw ; probably not ..
3.when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
depends?
4.have you ever had your heart broken?
guess so;
5.do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO so you dont try it
6.would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
dont think so; but i did?
7.have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
L0L
8.do you want children?
ths quiz ask so many personal Qns
9.how many?
said ths quiz ask too many personal Qns le; argh; okay maybe 2 ?lols
10.would you consider adoption?
maybe; probably? lols how'd i knw?
11.if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
tell me? yeah; get it straight lah
12.do you enjoy getting into relationship?
maybe not? ; i dontknw its a sensitive Qns anyway
13.be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
whats the problem with ths quiz lah; so many personal Qns
14.do you believe in love first sight?
not sure i guess; its really judging by appearance; but again the love ROMEO AND JULIET had was really TRUE love yet it was LOVE AT FIRST SIDE [ okay my literature stuff and notes are still in my head!]
15. Are you romantic?
dontknw lah
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
maybe? its worth trying;
17. if you could married somewhere, where would it be?
lol; there are really MANY places worth considering; haha i think i can list a hundred places i like if i want to; LOL
18.do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends who the other party is.. i JUST tried to gave in just now over a phone call fight jus now.L0L
19.do you have feelings for someone right now?
guess so; yes
20.have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yup
21.have you ever broken a heart?
yah; and maybe not jus one also; im SORRY
22.if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
it all depends on that guy i guess; somethngs nidda be let go; then i hav to let go; cant be forced
23.are you missing someone now?
im really glad ths the LAST qns already; all the kinda sensitive Qns
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.
-Yujun
-Xinyi
-Yuling
- okay and anyone else who wants to do ths (:
-cant think of any more names half the ppl did the quiz already arghh


im still having d STUPID exam STRESS STUCK IN ME):
im still STRESS and i still think i haven done my 100% lidat; though i swear i did try my best alreadyy
today got back hcl paper one result; my yingyongwen i go a TEN upon 20 can. hellos.TEN; i cld've cried if it werent tt my compo was better;
i knw i cld hav done better lah; WHY ON EARTH DID I SCREW MY OWN STREAMING?!

whatever~

exams are like FINALLY over and i shld be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY now; but am i? i guess not;
i dont understnd myself either; but again; i realised its when every other thng comes back to me; its time i sit down and get all my thoughts sorted out; bu i aint doing so; im still trying to RUN AWAY frm those FACTS. i dont wanna fact them at all/ i just want to RUN EXCAPE HIDE FROM ALL THOSE can?! please!

somethngs; i can only BOTTLE UP IN ME; CANT LET IT OUT; its jus plain plain HIDING AND SWALLOWING EVERYTHNG MYSELF; i cant blog it all out; i cant turn to anyone else; my life's screwing; flopping; killing me~

GET ME OUT OF THS PLACE
can i just leave now tht as promised i accomplised my 'mission' of finish taking all the eoy paper already? can i just GET OUT OF THS WORLD NOW?



FOR yujun (:
im really trying to undersntd and put MYSELF in YOUR shoes; i'd do anythng i can also to get you OUT of all that crap feeling;
cause it really HURTS alot to see my cousin cum gor being so upset and frustrated; loves always k? stnd & stay strong
dont let the frustrations succeed in pushing you; i believe in you and everythngs gng be okay alright<3

~
and then you knw i love you; but again my feelings are contracdictating; i reallydontknw can?
i just wish to be LEFT ALONE THS FEW WEEKS; just ALONE till i geteverythng SORTED OUT; and i dontwanna add on to your frustrations; you knw i care; but again; i dontknw if i do; dontknw; maybe im really EVEN more frustrateed than you are; i need my space; my time alone and everythng~ i dontknw what to sayy; your words can be really sweet; caring and totally what i wanted to hear tt can cheer me up at times; BUT sometimes; you say stuff unintetionately tht HURTS A REAL LO BUT YOU DIDNT KNW . im SENSITIVE; sorry; so all you said i cant help by think abt it and each thoughts hurt even though i knw you dont mean it




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