Sunday, October 15, 2006 3:04 AM

not gotten over you;

you cant just make me forget and pretend nothng happened ths time round; not possible anymore
and you yourself admitted tht; you cant take back your words ths time;
nothing you told me went in just now; i repeat again please stop calling me ever again
and i wont stop you if you wanna be hundred percent dumb

please draw the line now; and i've already got everythng CLEAR; no; VERY CLEAR in the phone call just now; and you knw i mean it

its really enough hurt alreadyy; im just too selfish; im sorry; but im really selfish to the extend tht all i can think abt now is for myself not to get hurt by you anymore; and not your feelings and everythng;
i dontknw when you are lying and when you are not; and right now i got every reason and right to believe of the possibility tht you are lying to me;

those letters of yours i read; and cried all over again; its not worth it;


yujun; thanks for accompanying me throughout the whole of today and listen to me vent all my unhappiness just now; for walking arnd with me in plazasing;orchard;vivocity etc and helping me to keep my mind off all tht with everythng you did ;for comforting me; cheering me up; stopping me do wht i shldnt do; all tht very swt and nice smses tht made my day and also giving me the idea and and being my dustbin when you told me to tear paper to de-frustrate which really help alot; and not forgetting sending me home and go with me visit grandma;when you live so far and so late alreadyy (: really appreciate alot;