Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:02 PM

[TAG REPLIES']
linli; i jealous lor. we filming and rushing like crazy andyou already editing the whole thng and d whole film was really very very nice.[ eh.shumei im telling you this also lor. your grp really did a super nice film (: ] and lovestoo<333 thanks.
wuyi; i seriuosly dontknw why god created me ; and seriously dontknw whats my point fo living this freakup life now.srry. and yeah.thanks for that tagg and telling me everyone's behind also
shumei; yeah. i dont expect you to knw why either. no one can understnd even if they try reallly. i appreciate you all for stnding by me now; but yeah. whats the point lah.
and im NOT sweet[i proved to him i aint sweet already.not anymore; NOT nice; NOT chio [lol.obviously not chio at all lor.lol.this the least expected for you to say leh.hahas.]; NOT hardworking[please lah. ireally am not lor] Okay.i dont see the point for anyone to love lah
she dont see a point in loving herself when no one loves her also anyway
thanks anyway.nvrmind me. im just feeling like shyt today for some reasons. nvrmind me.but yeah.thanks.

im tired already.tired of all this going on and i dont feel like going on anymore.
you werent there as promised. you just wasnt. no one was;not at all.
where were you when i cried so freaking badly and needed you that much?
you werent there

when i cried so badly and so needed someone there?
who cld be there lah
my life sucks a hell lot now lor.

when i felt so bad and none was there
and you people got your prelims lor.and i dont wanna wrry nor disturb you all either

yeah. take it as i dontknw how to cherish
and everythng is my fault alright.happy?

i wonder how far more i can hangon?
and maybe im just hanging on just for you and not myself.

crying freaking badly. and no one cld understnd nor want to understnd now

BITCH.get out of my life.i didnt welcome you into my life either. so just leave me alone and away alright. get out you whatver-