Friday, September 29, 2006 9:57 PM

escape and hiding
shumei; you didnt influence me with all tht phantom of the opera stuff really.didnt.
but i figured them all out now and the only way to my SOLUTIONS is RUNNINGAWAY; ESCAPING; HIDING
yeah. this all i can think of now.
i wanna GET OUT OF THIS FREAKING LIFE
i wanna runaway from this all
i dontwanna face them a single second more
i just wanna hide from ths all
i just wanna run and find my escape
i cant stnd this anymore
i hate myself
i hate my freaking life
i knw i cant make it
i cant walk a step furthur already
im just putting afront
im just not showing my true feelings
i wish i cld just perish;disappear;die or something and get out of this world
i dontwanna carry on with my life anymore
its pure meaningless already and i dontknw what i am doing
and im FLUNKING MY EOY THIS TIME
i flunk my hcl paper one alreadyy

just let me be and stop caring so much for i will only hurt you with all my actions
just let me go and forget everythng
just let me stop all this going thru in my life
i dont wanna live anymore~

i really cant stnd this all
please get my OUT.please~

nothng left in d world

and im just totally sorry;