Thursday, September 21, 2006 10:58 PM

dontknw
reallydontknw about everythng and anythng;

dont wanna hurt you;not anymore

and yet i dontknw how to control my emotions
i dontknw how to and i knw cryng like what im doing now wont help a least bit
but she was right. i dontknw why i cld get upset for no reason
or isiz i knw the reason just tt im running away from it?
i really donknw myself

you said you understnd maybe to SOME extend. but not all.
no one cld ever understnd me though i knw you are trying to

endofyear exam in like 7days1hour time. im so DEAD
only asking for a double science now. i knw i will NEVER make it to triple.
and yet. even a double cant be granted.
disappointed i am. and i just tagged sunthai that its okay to feel disappointment. it aint i guess. it really aint. disappointment is a feeling that can really kill and shatter one. i understnd now. really i do. i wish i dont hav to go thru them all. i really wish so

i wish a wish
to take me away
to bring me far
i wish a wish
for me to perish
for me to leave
for me to runawayy

loveyou always ; & thanks for being so super patient with me; i knw you care and love (:
thats the only thng that can cheer me up now.just you for iloveyou and you knw it