Monday, August 07, 2006 12:17 AM

Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

yeah. i feel so much like breaking down already.
i feel so very out of place.
i feel so much that no one understnds me at all (i knw you are trying though)
i really wanna run away and escape from all this
and i've already locked myself in my room
and you all dont knw whats its like.how painful it is.how terrible i feel!
to be hurt. to be lost. im so so in despair already
i know they hate me.
i know they think im very fake now. but yet they drown me with those very fake smiles also
i've finally feel the feeling of backstabb. to feel it and it really hurts.alot.
LEFT IN TOTAL DARKNESS alrights.

feeling awful still d same. and i just put down the phone with chris.thanks for making me laugh even at this point of time when i screwed up all thats happening around me.you always nvr fails to make me laugh at d way you are. and i wanna stress that i rmb what you told and trust you wont break your promise.

i dontknw whats going on in my life now. i knw im thinking the wrong stuff at d wrong time.
i feel terrible in all. but there aint any choices for me now

im really just so sorry sengchuan.just really sorryy butthanks for whatever you tried to do to help.and i wanna thank qianni [cheerup also kie. rmb what i tagged (: ]] and shannon for listenning so very much.